So I just realized that I am a creature of habit. As much as I like to think that I am a go at a moments notice kind of gal I know that I am not. It only happened today. That realization of the sad truth that I like things steady. The same day in and day out.
For years I had this vision that I was the kind of gal that would grab my flip flops and keys and head out on the open road with out a plan. Maybe I would swim in the river, sleep in my car and capture whatever I passed with my camera. It didn't matter because I didn't have an agenda.
As my bubble popped and I came to and realized that I like it boring. Even now it's hard to say. I guess I am ashamed. Eddie and I have become very busy over the last week and it is throwing my schedule off. Way off. Hence why I haven't blog in a long while. My regular pattern of reading my bible, going for a walk/ jog, and then blogging has changed to getting up changing and taking off. I don't know what to do with myself. So I apologize friends....I will get back on the saddle and find a new pattern. One that will allow all of the above to happen in a slightly different order. Tonight I blog at 11:53 pm. Heck maybe I'll go on a wondering drive.

Here is a photo from our last engagement session.